Wonderful Life!

Well, I've been moved out for a little over a week now and it is the most amazing thing! I love being out of that house SO MUCH! I love my new apartment and all my roommates. Oh, I dyed my hair blonde and it's awesome :D So that's all I'm going to say right now, haha, I wish I had more to say. I do, but it's either personal and I don't wanna put it on here, or I can't think of it at the moment.

Moving Out!

WOO! Got all my stuff packed and such. It's all already moved to my new apartment and everything. I am at my parent's home right now to finish cleaning my old room. Also to take a shower......
Anyways, I am officially moved out! I won't be getting on here a lot anymore cause I don't have enough to get a laptop yet, that'll come later. Right now all my money went into getting that apartment. But I'll be on a lot more once I get a computer. I'll get on sometimes before then cause my roommate has a laptop, so if she ever lets me use it that'll work. :) Moving out is great

Oh What a Wonderful Day it Shall Be

I'm going to Jeff's town today to see him! I've worked A LOT these past couple weeks and today is my day off so I thought I'd spend it with my man. He planned everything so I have no idea what we're doing today but I'm sure it'll be way fun. I told him I had one request for the day and that's at some point we have to sit down and he has to play his guitar for me. That'll be so nice and relaxing.
Anyways! Onto other important stuff. Moving out if official!!!!!!!!!! I move into the apartment tomorrow day (since I work tomorrow night) and my roommates are all moving in either tonight or saturday morning. It's so exciting! YEAH! I'm way excited, at least. Life is so good! I paid the deposit and first months rent already, so I'm all clear to move in. I'm all packed up except for one last load of laundry I have to fold and pack into a box. I don't have that many boxes to bring, I don't really need to bring anything other than my clothes, bed & bed stuff, my bookshelf, and my journals. Oh, and my stuffed animals. I believe that's all I'm bringing. Then the stuff I always have with me, like my camera and all that jazz. I don't have a laptop or anything, so I'll need to start saving up for that soon. I don't have a car but I have a bike and I'm buying my boss's brother's moped. That'll be way fun! But, all in all, I'm just happy the whole process is over and I can actually move into an apartment! YAY! No more living at home!
Work is going great! Both jobs :) I love them so much! I mean, I can't wait to quit the pizza place, but I still love working there. Herbalife has to be the most absolute best job in the world, though, I'll never quit Herbalife! And I can't be fired so that's nice, as well, haha.
Well, I should go pack that last load of laundry before I leave to see Jeff. :D

Life, I love you

Life has been treating me so well!
Jeff and I are now officially dating, which is wonderful cause we started dating on St. Patrick's day! WOO! You'd have to understand how much I LOVE St. Patrick's day to know how amazing that is.
Anyways, since then I've just been preparing to move out. I'm moving into an apartment with my friend from high school, Kylie. She's way awesome, wants to be a singer, and we have the same birthday (June 3, 1994). We're a lot alike and we have the same music taste so I love her singing choices. Haha. She'll be sharing a room with me. Then in the other bedroom of the apartment is Gypsy and Chene. I don't know Chene, she's moving from up-state down here, but she's Gypsy's friend so it's all cool. I met Gypsy as my future roommate, my old future roommate -Katie -introduced me to Gypsy and helped get us the apartment. That's when I met Gypsy and we totally hit it off right away as friends. We're really good friend now. Through some crazy and unfortunate events, Katie ended up backing out of the apartment and Kylie is her replacement (THANK GOD!). So it's all good :3 We should be moving out sometime next week if we can pay the deposit AND first months rent. Yup. I'm sure I can, though. I already gave Gypsy $100 for the deposit, I have $200 right now to give for the deposit and I just got paid another $249 dollars today so...I'm sure I can afford both. Haha. All I have to do is finish packing. YAY! I'm also saving up for that beautiful camera I want. It's $450 but SO worth it! I'm going to start taking lots of pictures again like I used to back in my senior year of high school. After I graduated I just stopped taking a lot of pictures (excluding how many pictures I took of myself during Operation: G.H.L.F.L.O.L. Haha, which failed miserably).
So that'll be nice. Life is just great! My belly button piercing got infected a couple days after I got it pierced but now it's healing. Which is great but it itches SO BAD! AH! I hate how bad things itch when they're healing. It's terrible, cause I can't itch it! Oh well, as long is it heals nicely so I can change out the piercing for a new one April 18th. I'm going to put it in the hummingbird piercing cause Jeff loves hummingbirds.
I started drawing a lot, I've been on a drawing high the past couple days. I've drawn more roses than can be counted, IT'S CRAZY and I love it. I got hired as my friend Beki's tattoo designer, which is great. I also design tattoos for my Aunt and my other friend up North. It's great! I love when people trust me to bring their ideas to life in a design. It's so wonderful! Today I finished her first tattoo design and she's coming to pick it up tomorrow, it's a bird made of music notes. It's wing is just a bar of notes all wavy and wing-like, it's body is the bass and treble clef together also forming a heart. It's head is a normal bird's head and it's tail is just a bunch of random music notes. I adore it and I loved her idea, it turned out so well. <3
Well, I've written a lot and I feel I should stop, but I could go on. Life, I love you :3

SO EXCITED!

I'm so excited! I had the entire weekend off work and now I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo excited to go back! I love both my jobs with all my being!
Also, I realized something. I went back and read all my old posts....wow. I find the most horrible thing I talk about it feeling so lonely at night. I haven't felt lonely at night since Jeff and I started having our nightly calls. I finally found someone that makes me not feel lonely at night. He stays up and talks to me....just what I hoped for :3 I finally got what I needed. Also, I decided to change my living situation. I realized a while ago that my biggest problem was living in this house where everyone expects and wants me to fail. They believe I have no direction in my life because they do not agree with the path I have chosen (to be a contortionist for a circus or dance studio). I came to my senses and said if that's what's holding me down, I must change it. I'm moving first week of April to an apartment with 3 roommates (2 are my friends, the third is a friend of a friend). I'm very excited about that! So the two biggest problems in my life are being solved. I'm moving out and I met someone who helps me not feel so alone at night. Now I love life even more than usual! I love everything about life! I'm so happy I could literally cry...................

It's Been So Long.....

I'm sorry I haven't been on in forever. Not like it matters because no one reads this, but I feel like it's my online journal and I haven't written in it in too long. My last post was in January and it's already March. Wow. I guess I've been too distracted from how amazing life is. No, I've just been distracted by a boy, haha. I kind of forgot everything existed.
I work for a nutrition company known as Herbalife and it's amazing. A girl in Herbalife, her name is Mandee, one day in the nutrition club called me over to where she was. She then said "Naomi, I have three questions for you. One) how old are you?" Eighteen "That works. Do you have a boyfriend?" No..... (At this point I was feeling a little awkward) "Okay, last question, do you want to meet my brother?" She later explained it's because I remind her of a girl version of her brother. I said okay but felt weird about it because I felt like I was being set up and I didn't like it. Later that day, we didn't talk more on it, but she texted me and said "hey, my brother wants me to give you his number, text him." Haha, I found out later that's not what he said at all and he also felt uncomfortable because he felt like he was being set up and didn't think whoever his sister set him up with would be good.
So I texted him and we ended up talking. Found out we have a lot in common and that we are alike, we both can see why Mandee thought of him when she was around me. We ended up texting all night long till 2:30 am. The next day, we texted all day and all night till 3 am. This continued from the end of January to the beginning of February. February 9th, I had a meeting for Herbalife and he showed up with his sister. So I got to meet him in person, and he is a very attractive young man. He also gives great hugs. But he had to leave when the meeting started. He was actually in town for a show cause he's in a band (which is absolutely fantastic!). So later that night, I went to his show and I got to talk to him just for a little while after. He then left back to where he lives (which is 45 min to an hour away from where I live). That was a month ago as of yesterday, haha.
Anyways, after that we texted nonstop to each other for a couple days. Then, we decided enough was enough with texting. We then began texting each other all day long and then calling each other at night before bed. We would talk on the phone for hours. Usually after one of us got off work at night, we would just talk until we had to go to sleep from being so tired. Most of the time we would talk till 3 am, but sometimes we talked until four or longer. It was amazing, we got to know a lot about each other through texting and phone calls. But we both wanted to see each other again in person.
He got a job interview in my city and came up for it. So I got to see him again! He got here while I was at work so I came to see him afterwards. We met up and we went on a walk late at night. I didn't leave for home till 5 am because we spent the entire time talking. We went on a long walk, then we sat on top of my car and talked, then we went on another walk, then we stood in the parking lot talking. Then we hugged and the hug lasted about twenty minutes and we just hugged and talked.
It was great but I did have to go home. So I did. The next day, I drove him and his friend to the job stuff to the interview and to take a drug test and such. It was fun. Then he had to go back to his town. We continued to text during the day and call each other at night, it showed no sign of stopping at all, it still doesn't.
March 8th was his 21st Birthday and he found a ride here so we could go on an actual date. It was amazing, and our first date. We went and got smoothies, then wandered around the mall, then we went on a little hike up to a water tower where we could see the entire city. It was dark and at night so everything was lit up and it was beautiful, absolutely beautiful. We cuddled the entire time we were up there, mainly because it was cold and we love to cuddle. Then he had to leave back to his town. I really didn't want him to go, but he had to. So he left....and he didn't kiss me. Sigh.
Then yesterday, he had another show with his band in his town. I grabbed my brother because my brother's girlfriend lives in that town. Okay, I keep saying him and he, his name is Jeff. Haha, so my brother's girlfriend lives in Jeff's town. So I got him to come with me and we drove down so he could see his girlfriend and I could see Jeff's show. I made it to the place in time and I saw his show and it was amazing (his band is really, really good). Then we walked back to the place he's living with is friend Porter (it's not Jeff's house because Jeff packed all his stuff up. He's living with Porter and some others so he has a place to stay until he can move to my town). So the three of us walked back to the house. Porter went inside while Jeff and I stayed and cuddled outside until it was too cold for us. We went inside and Jeff took me up to the room he's staying in (he shares the room with a boy named Scott, who was at work at the time). We just cuddled and talked and spent a lot of time just staring at each other. Then finally, he kissed me. Oh it was perfect :) I'm so glad I made it to that show, I'm so glad he kissed me, I really like him.
Anyways, that's why I've been MIA since the end of January, haha. I'll try to be on and post more often. But I can't promise it all won't just be me gushing over Jeff. Yeah.......sorry

LET'S DO THIS! YEAH!

I just watched Cirque Du Soleil: World's Away. It was a beautiful movie! I loved it. I can't wait to audition for Cirque Du Soleil. Of course, I have to be way better than I am now. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm quite the contortionist, but I need more. I need to train more, be more consistent. And I need to learn other skills other than just contortion. I've done both dance and gymnastic with my contortion but I wonder what else I could add. I want to learn Ariel skills, to do acrobatics would be great! Especially if I could do acrobatic contortion on silks. That would be beyond amazing and would capture my dreams in a heartbeat. Oh, I love circus arts, it's so beautiful. Especially Cirque Du Soleil, they have a way to make everything majestic and gorgeous. I adore everything Cirque Du Soleil. Unfortunately all I've seen is three of their Vegas shows -Ka, Mystere, and Cris Angel: Believe. Oh, and their movie that I saw today. I want to see more, but most of all, I want to be in them. I know I can't audition for them until I'm 25, so that gives me a good 6 years to train and learn new skills and arts. Be ready for me Cirque Du Soleil, 6 years from now, I'll be so good you'll have to take me.