I'm so excited! I had the entire weekend off work and now I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo excited to go back! I love both my jobs with all my being!
Also, I realized something. I went back and read all my old posts....wow. I find the most horrible thing I talk about it feeling so lonely at night. I haven't felt lonely at night since Jeff and I started having our nightly calls. I finally found someone that makes me not feel lonely at night. He stays up and talks to me....just what I hoped for :3 I finally got what I needed. Also, I decided to change my living situation. I realized a while ago that my biggest problem was living in this house where everyone expects and wants me to fail. They believe I have no direction in my life because they do not agree with the path I have chosen (to be a contortionist for a circus or dance studio). I came to my senses and said if that's what's holding me down, I must change it. I'm moving first week of April to an apartment with 3 roommates (2 are my friends, the third is a friend of a friend). I'm very excited about that! So the two biggest problems in my life are being solved. I'm moving out and I met someone who helps me not feel so alone at night. Now I love life even more than usual! I love everything about life! I'm so happy I could literally cry...................
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