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Last night was..........I don't know how to describe it. It was sad but amazing all at the same time. I wish I could explain it, but I can't. I can only say this:
George is the best friend anyone could ever have. Anyone who meets him knows this. He can make a room light up in a second, he's the most amazing person I've ever met. He understands and he actually cares. He wants to help people and loves people. He's optimistic but he's still human and gets depressed. I don't think he truly understands how happy he makes people, how happy he makes me. More than happiness, possibly more than joy. If I had the choice to never leave his side, I wouldn't. I love being around him, more than anything else. I have fun with him, even if we're doing absolutely nothing and being lazy. Seeing him makes me smile. There isn't a single thing I don't love about him, not one. He's not perfect, but I love his imperfections and his quirks. He's wonderful and outstanding. I've known him for about three months and I can't imagine my life without him, I don't want to. I'd go through some serious George withdrawals. And I love him. I love him with my whole being. Right now, he's my everything. I just want him to be happy. I want him to know and understand that he deserves happiness more than anyone I've ever known. He's the one person I know that doesn't deserve pain or hurt in his life. I know he will and does and I know his life will always have challenges and problems and that he's going to be hurt and sad, but he deserves so much more. He deserves every happiness I can possibly think of. He deserves the respect and love of all those around him. All those girls who ever gave him up I can honestly say made the biggest mistake of their life. Letting him go would be impossible. He's the one man that is actually worth fighting for. Anyone willing to let him go never understood what they had. He means the world to me. I miss him when he's not around even if we spent the whole day together. I wish there was more I could do to help him, to comfort him, to make him happy. I wish I could hug all his problems away, but I can't. I can try. No one, I mean no one, can ever replace George. No one deserves a happy ending like he does. He is the most wonderful person I know. I thank God every single day that he came into my life, and now that he has I hope he never leaves it. Because I will never let him go and I will never stop loving him. He means too much to me.