So.....I cleaned my room. Mostly because I don't want it to feel like my room anymore. No more safe haven. It's going to be a empty room from now on so I won't be attached and will have no reason to ever be home. I hate living in my house, it's not a very pleasant environment.
Now you all know that I spend almost all my time with Puppy, because he's my BMFFE. He means the world to me so we spend as much time together as we can. This also means him coming over after work which he usually gets off around 11:30pm or midnight. He'll come over and we'll just hang out until he leaves for home. My Dad I guess got sick of this last night. Not only that but he has some serious issues against me. He's just using the fact that I "spend too much time with George" as an excuse to stab me with all the problems he thinks I have. He really thinks I'm a bad child. Anyways, last night he said that if Puppy comes over after work or after midnight again he will no longer be welcome in our home. Then he added that if I break that rule or any rule then it's the same for me. I won't be welcome in my father's house.
So......after that I couldn't sleep. So I cleaned my entire room out. Took EVERYTHING off my walls and cleaned everything. For those who know me, you know I HATE voids on my walls so my walls are ALWAYS covered completely. The fact that they are now bare make my room feel very unwelcome which is what I want. I don't want to be kicked out but at the same time I really do because I hate living here.....
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