I'm Tired.....

You know, I'm a very very very very very happy person. People always say I'm too happy. I smile all day long and I love everyone. People mean everything to me and I make friends with everyone. It's not fake either, i'm truly just an extremely happy person. Unless I can't sleep. I can get really, really sad at night. I don't know why, but I just do. I adore the nighttime but after a certain time I just get really sad. Like now. Right now, I'm just tired of being lonely. Being everyone's friend is strangely very lonely. So I spend all my time generally with one or two people now to create real friendships. Yet, I still find myself feeling so very lonely all the time.