Oh Life Will Be Life and I've Learned to Enjoy It

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Life is good to me, I mean, life is life and always does what life does, but I've learned to enjoy what life decides to throw at me. I've started wanting to write again! I love to write song lyrics. My friend Abi and I started a "band" I guess you could call it, but it's not really. It's my love of writing songs and her love of the guitar, piano and composing. So every time I write lyrics she would write music for it on either the piano or guitar. It will be harder now that she's six hours away and swamped with college all the time. But still, I want to write songs. The last song I wrote was titled 'Helpless' and is about how I feel whenever I'm left alone in a house, also how I feel  at night when I'm alone in my room and can't sleep (I have severe insomnia). I really enjoy writing a lot, I love to write songs.
It's also why my music that I listen to is heavily influenced on lyrics. I don't really listen to songs unless I feel like they have meaningful lyrics. Which is why I love Mayday Parade! They have amazing vocals, music, and heartfelt lyrics!!! OH I LOVE THEM! And they were absolutely mind-blowing wonderful live!!!! I can die happy now that I've seen them live.
Anyways, life is good. I haven't really talked to pretty boy since he, puppy, and I went to breakfast not too long ago. I want to talk to him but I get all flustered. Oh well, I will eventually. I can do it!
I think I'm going to go back to writing music, I just need more inspiration, I guess. I wrote my last two songs in Jun e 2012, five months ago. One was for a boy I was hopelessly in love with and the other was Helpless. I guess I never found enough inspiration after that. I've tried to write songs since then, only three attempts, but I never got far and ended up throwing all three away. Sigh. But I don't worry, I'll find inspiration, I always do. Since 2008, I've only written 13 songs: 1 in 2008, 1 in December 2011, 1 in June 2011, 3 in July 2011, 4 in August 2011, 1 in October 2011, 2 in June 2012. Haha, apparently I had a lot of inspiration from July-August 2011. Oh well, it'll return, it will. I just know it :3