Well, yeah, wow.
So what's happened since the last time I posted? Well, let's start from what I talked about in my last post and see what's changed. I'm still out making friends and loving life, everything, and everyone. I still spend almost every day with puppy because he's still my BMFFE. We've been trying to get together and do yoga/stretching in the mornings. We're getting there. It's fun :3 I enjoy spending time with puppy, it's precious.
Work is still going great! I love my job very much. Only a couple days ago one of my great friends, Kylie, got hired at my work!!!! I got to train her on Friday It was awesome! Then today I got to train the other new girl, she's gorgeous, her name is Emily. Also on the subject of work, I also became an independent distributor for a nutrition company called Herbalife. It's amazing! I've been doing Herbalife for over a year and a half and it has done sooooooooooo much to help me! But it wasn't until last week that I became a distributor and can now sell the amazing products. I'm excited for that! I can't wait to help others like it has helped me :3
Oh! I'm still continuing my contortion training but now I've realized I have a lot more time. I recently found out I can't audition for the circus I want to be in (it's my goal, my dream to be in this circus) till I'm 25. That gives me 6 1/2 years to train for it! I'll be so good by then they'll have to hire me!!!!!
My new friend that I mentioned? C.K. or Celestial. I haven't talked to her in weeks. Our friendship seems to have dropped off the face of the planet. ....I'm okay with this. C.K. was awesome and we got along really well, but I've always had this 'people are replaceable' mindset. If I loose one friend I can always make another. Besides, we weren't like friends for years or anything, only a couple months. So it's not a tragedy.
Speaking of failing friendships. The boy C.K. introduced me to, Casey, that didn't work out. We hung out outside of work just the two of us often. He was charming and funny and fun. I really enjoyed being around him and I liked him a lot. Alas, physicality can ruin anything. We more or less were a mild form of friends with benefits. We never gave ourselves time to just be normal friends first. So when I said we need to make a decision because I don't do the whole friends with benefits thing, he said the wisest decision would be to just be friends. Though it was not the decision I wanted, if he wasn't willing to fight for me then whatever, people are replaceable. So we decided to just be friends. Well, we haven't really talked to each other or seen each other since that day we decided that. Why? Because we didn't have a friendship to go back to or to start with. Oh well, not a bog loss. Soon afterwards I started going on more dates with Trent. Trent asked me out a year ago and then asked me out again recently. We were never a couple or anything, we went on one simple date last year. Now we've gone on a few dates and I really like him. But I am human and I make mistakes. Like the fact that I recently met a boy named Matt. Now Matt and I have been hanging out a bunch, and I know Matt likes me, a lot. I would choose Trent in a heartbeat but I don't know. Mainly because Trent is so innocent in certain ways, like he's never had a girlfriend or kissed a girl. I don't want to be Trent's first date, first girlfriend, first kiss, and then his first regret in a relationship. I don't want to be that girl. But I really like Trent at the same time. Ugh, I thought boy troubles would end when high school did. But nope, they just get worse.
Anywho! Even with all that, life is absolutely fantastic! And I'm loving every second of it :3
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